Thursday, January 31, 2008
Smaller visions=Bigger outcomes
In small group last night we were having a really great discussion on committment. We talked about the difference in committment and complacency. We determined that committment is being satisfied with where you are at, but yet still wanted to move forward. Complacency is when you don't want to move forward. We, as Christians strive to be fully committed to God and His will, and most of us struggle with becoming complacent. There are times when we feel that God can do no more with us, or that God isn't really telling us to do something, or simply that we don't need to do anymore to grow in our relationship with God. That we are just fine staying right here.
Then, we began to discuss vision and how sometimes in life we fall behind. We commit to reading our bibles everyday and doing our quiet time and for a while we do really well, whether that "while" be a day or a week, but usually with the busy schedules of college students we fall behind. For me personally, once i get behind even for a day it is hard for me to catch back up, especially if you are doing one of those daily bible studies, which if you skip a day requires you to do twice as much reading as normal. Anyway, back to my point, we realized last night that many of us struggle with God's vision for us. We yearn to see His vision and want to follow through with what we feel is His will. But, when we fall behind we were worried that we might have missed the vision He had for us because we didn't have our quiet time and we might have missed that specific verse that was placed where we were supposed to read, to speak to us on that particular day.
Well, i am reading this book call the Irrestisble Revolution. (Hence the title of this blog) by a guy named Shane Claiborne. This dude with dreadlocks is on fire for God. He has done it all, he went to Calcutta and worked with Mother Teresa, he went to Iraq after the war started to minister to the Iraqi people, basically he risks his life all the time to share the word of God. Anywho, I am reading in Hendrix today trying to finish it before i turn 97 and i come across a passage talking about vision. This is what good ole Shane has to say about it:
"It is easy to fall in love with the great things, whether we are
revolutionaries or church growth tacticians. But we must never simply fall in love with our vision or our five-year plan. We must never fall in love with "the revolution" or "the movement." We can easily become so driven by our vision for church growth, community, or social justice that we forget the little things, like caring for those around us...Many congregations are in love with their mission and vision and rip one another apart in committee meetings trying to attain it. And many
social activists I know tear each other up and burn themselves out fighting for a better world while forgetting that the seeds for that world are right next to them."
HELLO!!! exactly what i was looking for. Now, you may have just read that and been like "i am not a revolutionary who is fighting about church growth and social reform", but i bet you have a vision for/of something. Whether it be going to med school is 2 years, getting a job at a big business firm, or going to Kenya to be a missionary- all of these are visions. What we need to know and realize is that we have to commit to God and His vision or us and once we have done that we have to look as the smaller things. Little visions, if you will, that can be life changing if you will let them. Even if it is something as simple as talking to the person that sits next to you in Math or realizing that going out every weekend and getting trashed is not what you need to be doing. We must first look small before we can see the big picture.
Oh and i really hope it wasn't illegal for me to quote stuff out of that book. Sorry, if it is...
Sunday, January 27, 2008
God really likes to stress my out...
Life is funny. Really, it is. If you know me you know that i am a organized person. I am a planner. I don't like unexpected things to change my set schedule. However, at this very moment i have no idea what i am doing. I have no idea where God is leading me and i am going to admit that i am not scared at all. For the first time i am not lost, but yet so found. Yeah i know Amazing Grace is coming to your mind, but really that is how i feel.
When i came to Clemson i knew exactly what i wanted to do. I didn't think i was going to be one of those people that was going to change their major 3 times. Well, then Strossner's Bakery happened over the summer and i decided that food science and owning a bakery was NOT what i was going to be doing for the rest of my life. So, i wanted to make an easy major change into something i thought i would like so i wouldn't be here for 7 yrs. So, i changed to health science. I decided that i would emphasize on education and promotion. Basically i was going to copy my mom, but instead of getting a nursing degree and end up teaching and promoting programs i would just get that degree to start off with. I wasn't exactly thrilled about having to go to grad school for public health in order for me to make a descent salary, but i figured that if it was something i really liked then it would be ok. So, i switched majors, signed up for 3 health classes this semester in order to catch up and dove right into planning my life once again. Well, God has a really hilarious sense of humor.
So, my preacher from home has been telling me for the past year that i was going to go into the ministry. No, not if i wanted to or thought i should, that i was going to so i better get myself prepared. I just laughed it off and knew pretty positively that God had not called me into the ministry. Well, it is really easy to ignore God. But, when He wants you to do something it is really easy for him to get your attention and say no no, THIS is what i want you to do. Signs were popping up everywhere that i was supposed to go into the ministry. Doing what i still have no idea. But, i am hoping that i will come to understand that with time. So, i am now going to minor in religion at Clemson. Which isn't going to be easy since i have to take 2 semesters of Anatomy next semester, but i will worry about that later.
God has worked to much in my life over the last year. It is really amazing to look back at the person that i used to be and the person i am now. It is amazing how much God can work into someone's life. I have no idea where i am going to go after i get that health science degree from Clemson. But, for once i am ok with that.
Oh, and i am not a blogger. I just figured i would try this to get some of my pent up thoughts out.
When i came to Clemson i knew exactly what i wanted to do. I didn't think i was going to be one of those people that was going to change their major 3 times. Well, then Strossner's Bakery happened over the summer and i decided that food science and owning a bakery was NOT what i was going to be doing for the rest of my life. So, i wanted to make an easy major change into something i thought i would like so i wouldn't be here for 7 yrs. So, i changed to health science. I decided that i would emphasize on education and promotion. Basically i was going to copy my mom, but instead of getting a nursing degree and end up teaching and promoting programs i would just get that degree to start off with. I wasn't exactly thrilled about having to go to grad school for public health in order for me to make a descent salary, but i figured that if it was something i really liked then it would be ok. So, i switched majors, signed up for 3 health classes this semester in order to catch up and dove right into planning my life once again. Well, God has a really hilarious sense of humor.
So, my preacher from home has been telling me for the past year that i was going to go into the ministry. No, not if i wanted to or thought i should, that i was going to so i better get myself prepared. I just laughed it off and knew pretty positively that God had not called me into the ministry. Well, it is really easy to ignore God. But, when He wants you to do something it is really easy for him to get your attention and say no no, THIS is what i want you to do. Signs were popping up everywhere that i was supposed to go into the ministry. Doing what i still have no idea. But, i am hoping that i will come to understand that with time. So, i am now going to minor in religion at Clemson. Which isn't going to be easy since i have to take 2 semesters of Anatomy next semester, but i will worry about that later.
God has worked to much in my life over the last year. It is really amazing to look back at the person that i used to be and the person i am now. It is amazing how much God can work into someone's life. I have no idea where i am going to go after i get that health science degree from Clemson. But, for once i am ok with that.
Oh, and i am not a blogger. I just figured i would try this to get some of my pent up thoughts out.
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