Life is funny. Really, it is. If you know me you know that i am a organized person. I am a planner. I don't like unexpected things to change my set schedule. However, at this very moment i have no idea what i am doing. I have no idea where God is leading me and i am going to admit that i am not scared at all. For the first time i am not lost, but yet so found. Yeah i know Amazing Grace is coming to your mind, but really that is how i feel.
When i came to Clemson i knew exactly what i wanted to do. I didn't think i was going to be one of those people that was going to change their major 3 times. Well, then Strossner's Bakery happened over the summer and i decided that food science and owning a bakery was NOT what i was going to be doing for the rest of my life. So, i wanted to make an easy major change into something i thought i would like so i wouldn't be here for 7 yrs. So, i changed to health science. I decided that i would emphasize on education and promotion. Basically i was going to copy my mom, but instead of getting a nursing degree and end up teaching and promoting programs i would just get that degree to start off with. I wasn't exactly thrilled about having to go to grad school for public health in order for me to make a descent salary, but i figured that if it was something i really liked then it would be ok. So, i switched majors, signed up for 3 health classes this semester in order to catch up and dove right into planning my life once again. Well, God has a really hilarious sense of humor.
So, my preacher from home has been telling me for the past year that i was going to go into the ministry. No, not if i wanted to or thought i should, that i was going to so i better get myself prepared. I just laughed it off and knew pretty positively that God had not called me into the ministry. Well, it is really easy to ignore God. But, when He wants you to do something it is really easy for him to get your attention and say no no, THIS is what i want you to do. Signs were popping up everywhere that i was supposed to go into the ministry. Doing what i still have no idea. But, i am hoping that i will come to understand that with time. So, i am now going to minor in religion at Clemson. Which isn't going to be easy since i have to take 2 semesters of Anatomy next semester, but i will worry about that later.
God has worked to much in my life over the last year. It is really amazing to look back at the person that i used to be and the person i am now. It is amazing how much God can work into someone's life. I have no idea where i am going to go after i get that health science degree from Clemson. But, for once i am ok with that.
Oh, and i am not a blogger. I just figured i would try this to get some of my pent up thoughts out.
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